{home} | {about me} | {workshops} | {TEXT} | {readings/performances} | {contact me}![]() 0800hrs she mourns the loss of yet another human 08:01 the last of a now-extinct species dies on her lap 08:02 her body spasms to the rhythm of the next bomb explosion (she tries to soothe her burning wounds with sea water only to discover it's genetically-modified piss) I'm reading this from her journal Mother Nature's journal Turning over a page is like opening a creaking door Listen: it's the sound of crushing bones, gnashing teeth, angels singing off key. July 15th, she writes: My hands are blistered for I have buried a million children today I'll probably bury another million tomorrow and the day after and the day after that… I hold up my palms to the West Let them see my blisters in all their beauty and repulsiveness Let them drown in the salty water and pus that flows because this painful legacy these signatures of the dead will not be etched onto my palms in vain These stories… Their stories will be told. Sept 10th: A time will come when the sun will refuse to shine when even I won't be able to coax the wind to blow when the trees will decide to lay down with the dead and the un-born will refuse to be born. I smell the faint scent of apocalypse I leave the windows open even burn some incense but still it lingers. Question: If the future only obeys its master: the present, then must I kill the master to protect the slave??? The last entry in her journal reads: November 8th. 7.35am Last night, I had a dream... Father Nature was still alive. We made love. © ebele. |
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